Reality Porn Blog: BIG NATURALS must have changed because of my affair with Jan, and I managed to date several of the women who had previously turned me down. Two took me to their beds, but our coupling, although competent and reasonably exciting, was contrived and artificial. They both seemed desperate to find a man to share the final years of their lives. Somehow I couldn't settle for something so shallow. Before falling in love with Jan I would have married either one, if only to have a woman to hold and caress.
